My mind sounds a quiet alarm
Racing to some place I wish
I knew where
So I could take it there quicker
Or at least know
The location to find it
Instead of this overwhelming
Sense of losing
And she almost
Mockingly said
I thought you knew what to expect?
To which I responded
How exhausting it is to be tested
When all I want is just to be held
And she
Told me I talk too much
I admit that every reply is way too long
Frayed like it’s on its last thread
And we moved on
Then it’s 4 am again
Looking where my mind did not take me