Implosion

Somebody singing Pearl Jam karaoke
An X spotted to my right
Crossroad on the horizon
Could my my world for
The last 25 years all
Coming for some
Anthological implosion?
What I lost 
I willingly gave away
For every inch fought for
Against days laid to waste
To get a sliver of attention
Or maybe happiness
Sustained


As I did
But what I learned
If I ever did
Feeding the heart
Is always far more satisfying
Though it may never be truly be filled