People Left For Dead

The people that you love
Those few that can make you feel alive
Can make this senseless life be worth living

Can be so cold
with egos just like you
While I

Wish to never be
deliberate or unconsciously
Be as unavailable
Be so unaware
Be so certain
That they can take you for granted

Give you enough air to breathe
Till the next time the want
For attention
Affection
Warmth

But it’s a choice
To be cold
staring at moving pictures
In your phone

To die
Accepting permanence
Of not being worth a minute
Not arguing your worth