Polar

I heard myself in her voice
Immediately I told her
Please don’t slowly become me
You know how
much I
hate myself
“Aren’t you supposedly a narcissist?” 
But I’m a narcissist who doesn’t like mirrors
Drunken in stupor
Howling at the moon
So I ask, it's alright if you come from the opposite lane
I be the devil
You stay the saint
Our polarity
Keeps everything in place